Lia (”,)

A Message from
someone

We live on this
earth in the beautiful world. Everything we said and done we have to accept
what ever goes on. This is what I called my life ways in my life journey on
earth.

Living on the ways
I am for 24 year made so many stories in my life that I never been forgotten. I
can’t run away from faith because faith has been written to me.

Now I can
understood how life has been described as living in this world as like rotation
wheel. Sometime we’re up, sometime we’re down and sometime we’re in the middle.
When we can go through this, we must go through that.

This is what happens
to my ways of love. What will happen after all thing said and done, I couldn’t realize
anything, because this thing about each other heart and destiny…

No matter how, I
still can’t turn away from love and miss her…..

By:
anonymous (+601329XXX23)

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can’t replace
And now that I’m stronger I’ve figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

‘Cause you’re my, you’re my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don’t throw that away
‘Cause I’m here for you
Please don’t walk away,
Please tell me you’ll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

NO AIR

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
It’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
It’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon’ be without me
If you ain’t here, I just can’t breathe
It’s no air, no air

Never Be Replaced

Baby i love you and i’ll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes i do
I’ll be with you as long
as you want me to
until the end of time

From the day i met you i knew we’d be together
and now i know i want to be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses

I can say i’m truely happy till this day
you make me thank god that i live my life every day
theres never been a doubt in my mind
that i’d regret ever having you by my side

But if the day comes that i have to let you go
I think theres something i should probably let you know
enjoyed everyday that i spent with you
and i wont miss you cause i’m happy that i had you at all

Baby i love you and i’ll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced

I feel for you yes i do
I’ll be with you as long
as you want me to
until the end of time…

video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PprGMwEBPU0&NR=1

Shooting Star

Minggu 17 February 2008, jam 06.?? Sama spt subuh2 yg lain, stelah subuh aku prg kBalkon utk mlihat Bintang smbl sarapan, hari itu langit cerah dan udaranya segar. Aku pun mngirim sbh sms kpd sseorg utk bbagi keindahan yg aku lihat.

S enin, 18 February 2008, jam 06.32, stlh aku shalat subuh, spt biasa, aku mlakukan rutinitas harianku, yaitu mlihat Bintang dBalkon. Hari itu langit tlihat lbh cerah dr hr kmrn, dan serunya krn pda hari itu, tepat jam 06.45, dsaat aku pnasaran dg Bintang Timur, Bintang yg plg terang diantara bintang-bintang yg lain atw mgkn planet venus (nthlah), dan Bintang dsebrangnya yg lbh jauh dan lbh kcl, tiba2 sswt yg bwarna putih bgerak cpt dr atas mdekati Bintang Timur itu, kmudian mhilang, spt sswt jatuh dr atas. Sejenak aku tpana, lalu sadar kl itu adlh Bintang Jatuh kmudian dg spontan aku mngucap Subhanallah, memuji keindahan yg Allah brikan, lalu make a wish…

Hari itu, sat ptama kli mlihat lg smp 2jam brikutnya, tak ada hentinya aku mngucap Subhanallah atas kbsrn Allah krn keindahan langitnya. Swasana pgi itu bnr2 mnyenangkan, dtmbh dg udaranya yg bnr2 sejuk dan bgtu segar. Subhanallah, kmudian 1jam brikutnya, aku trs brada dbalkon utk skedar mnikmati pmandangan pgi. Hari dmna semburat cahaya Matahari sdh mulai tampak dr balik pgunungan dan bukit yg mhias

kota

Nilai, dan mnikmati segarnya udara pgi itu smbl sarapan 2tangkup roti dg slesai coklat dan scangkir coklat panas, smbl mnemani Neta bljr utk testnya pgi itu.

Speninggal Neta, aku msh trs bradaa dBalkon mnyaksikan Sang Surya kluar dr psembunyiannya dbalik gunung, indah dan bgtu hangat, tp udara segar nan mnyejukkan pun msh ttp trasa. Tpat jam 08.00, aku pun msk kmr dan mlanjutkan kgiatanku J

Don’t Judge the Book by Its Cover

Smenjak kjadian Rabu, 2 Januari 2008, aku g tegur papa, malas bgt tw g c? Slain itu, nth knp Kamis, 3 Januari 2008 aku bete bgt. Marah2 ma mama, gmw mkn pke piring bekas papa. G sudi!!! Tny knp??? Krn egoisnya papa bias nular ke aku.

Kemarin aj mreka udh ngatain aku egois, turunan sp cb??? Nyadar dunks!!! Ngatain org “egois, sma kmauannya dturuti, dksh fasilitas enk, tp g pernah mikirin org lain” kok ksannya g ikhlas bgt gtu yah? Y kl gmw ydh, g ush, lgian sp jg yg minta? Please dunks! Ngomong kok ky g dpikir dlu, seenaknya aj. Ngaca dunks!!! Sp yg lbh egois? Sp yg kmauannya sll dturuti? Ky bliau prnh mikirin prasaan org lain aj. Prnh g mikir prasaan org lain? Ngaca dunks! Ngaca! Kl mw hasil yg bagus & mmuaskan, krjain ndiri, jgn bsnya mngkritik pkrjaan org lain, nyusahin org aj, tp pkrkan jg jerih payah org yg udh cpe2 krj, tp hsl krjnya g dhargai. Mgkn mrk dpt imbalan atw aplah nmanya ats hsl krj mreka, tp prasaan mreka? Pst sungguh tramat sgt ttekan skali. Imbalan yg mreka dpt mgkn bnyk, tp ttp g sbanding dg ap yg mreka rasakan, sakit htinya mrk dg ucapan2 mnyakitkan papa yg sdh kluar bgtu saja tanpa dpikir, mreka skt hati, cm g brani brontak aj, huh!

Mgkn aku dpt fasilitas enk, sma kmauanku dturuti, tp hati? Batin? Kbutuhan batin?

Ada

yg dturuti ma bliau??? Gda!!! Mgkn dpt tp sdikit, tramat sgt sdikit skali. Skrg qt balik, sp yg kbutuhan batinnya sll tpenuhi? Sp yg ambisinya sll tcapai? Sp?! Sp lg kl bkn papa. Tanpa mmkirkan prasaan org lain, btindak seenknya, yg pntg ambisinya tcapai, bknnya itu yg dsbt egois??? Mks nyekolahin aku kMlys, udh dturuti, tp mlh blg “dskolahin tinggi2 jauh2 kMlys, bknnya tambah pinter, tmbh dewasa”. Hey!!! Yg mnt dskolahin dsn tuh sp? Bkn aku! Jgn mlimpahkan sma kslhn ke aku, aku jg g mnt kok utk dskolahin dMlys. Aku mwnya dBdg, ambl DI, msh brani blg “dskolahin tinggi2 jauh2 kMlys, bknnya tambah pinter, tmbh dewasa”? Skali lg, sp yg mnt dskolahin dsna, Hah?!!! Sp!? Yakin mo dbahas??? OK! Sjujurnya, smo skrg jg aku msh dendam ma papa mslh ini, jdi anggap aj kjadian2 yg tjdi skrg adlh sbh blsn, contoh:

Insiden 9jt. Cb kl aku g kul dMlys, a akn ada tuh insiden 9jt & g akn tbuang sia2 yg 8jt diItenas Bdg. Msh mo dbahas??? Msk pngadilan pun, aku msh brani blg kl aku pst menang, unless, pngadilan mlihat psoalannya dg sblah mata. Krn papa ortu & aku cm ank, mka, sdh swjarnya hal itu tjdi. Krn sbg ortu mreka sll bnr appun kslhn mreka & sbg ank, aku akn ttp sll slh appun kbnrn yg aku buat. BULLSHIT!!! Aturan drmn? Aturan OSIS wkt acr MOS?

1. snior sll benar

2, jika snior slh, kmbl kpraturan ptama.

Mks bgt! G adil bgt! Dmn keadilan neg. ini kl sma hakimnya bpikiran kolot jg, spt ortu2 kita yg kolot? Hello…!!! Ini zaman modern Ne! tolg dunks, kkolotan2 yg msh tsisa dhapus tnp bekas, jijik tw g ngliatnya…

Trs, brani blg “papa ngomong gtu krn syg”. Yayayaya…. Jgn blg syg kl g knl sp anknya, toh ppatah mngatakan “tak knal mka tak syg”, mka jgn brani blg syg. Emg papa tw kl anknya g ska dpks atw dlrg!? Gtw

kan

? Smakin aku dpks, aku akn smakin gmw & smakin aku dlarang, aku akn smakin ngbantah. Cb kl dbiarin aj, ntr lma2 jg nyadar ndri kok kl emg pbuatanq slh & lg, aku udh dewasa, udh 22thn, udh bs mbdakan mna yg baik & mna yg buruk atw mna yg bnar & mna yg slh. Cotntoh: msk SMP aku dlarang pke jilbab dg alas an ini itu, iyah aku turuti, tp dg hati yg tdk ikhlas, pndk kta tpaksa, krn ap? Krn kl aku mo pke jilbab, itu krn kmwanq sndr, keinginan dr hatiku ndiri, bkn paksaan dr org lain, krn skali lg, aku g ska dpaksa. Hrs skrg? Jgn egois bung! Sma butuh proses, spt kta2 ma2, nikmati caranya, lalui prosesnya, coba y! Itu ma2 lho… yg blg, bkn aku, hrsnya bs ngrt dunks, konsisten ma kta2 ndr, jgn smp lain dbi2r, lain dhti, munafik itu namanya!!!

Yg bnasib sma ma aku (kl ada), ayo dunks! Kita diskusi soal ini, thx before.

Viva Forever & Very Deathful DMP

This is my very worst semester. Why everything goes wrong when I want to finish it??? Why something always happened to me when I feel like want to die already. And why everybody (all my friends) suddenly continuously messages me when I feel nervous and feel like really want to cry.

I just don’t know why. The only thing that I know is thanks for all of my friend that always give me some spirit and support, always spread their smile for me, even though they also feel want to die like what I feel. But they still can survive in that middle of stress. It was really great to have a friend like you guys. I know that “thanks” only is not enough for everything that they have done to me.

But again, in this situation, I know that it was really important to have many friends that will always be there when we need some help, give spirit and support and keep going to spread a smile to cheer up our life. Thank friends….

This is the worst semester but also the best moment that I’ve ever had J

Don’t you feel sorry?

Have you ever met the girl who really stupid? She never appreciate the love that someone gave to her but once that someone give the love to another girl, she regret it, want the love back and do anything to get that love back.

I’m not a hypocrite and I hate a hypocrite so… to be honest, all the girls are like that, once the love that given to her is gone, she will regret it and want that love back, but then she doesn’t realize that she already hurt someone who had that love now, don’t you feel sorry for that? Why you have to disturb them, they relationship???

That’s your fault; you are the one who throw away the love that he gave to you, you never appreciate it, being unfaithful to him, RUIN HIS LIFE, and now you want it back??? It’s too late. Why you can’t just let them happy???

Please… leave us alone, don’t disturb us, don’t disturb our relationship, and don’t disturb our life.

How Do I Breathe video by Mario @ VideoCodeZone.com

Udah tau series terbaru saat ini???

Judulnya Heroes, ceritanya seru…Banget. Ordinary people yg punya kekuatan yg entah dari mana datangnya. Makanya, kl mo tau, tonton terus episodenya, tiap senin dCNBC….

Untuk lengkapnya klick dsini http://www.heroestv.com/